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sometimes, i feel really tired of having the responsibility of being sane. i feel sympathy when people tell me that they're depressed and that they're having "thoughts again"..... but sometimes i can't help but wonder if it's selfish of them to expect me to have to take care of their mental well-being, to comfort them, to be strong for them...when i'm in equal need for the same thing? i dont know... why does it feel like i have to smile for them because i dont want them to feel the way they feel even though i feel alone, too. like, who's selfish? me or them? i dont want to be the reason why they slip further down, but they're holding onto a person who's well-being is just as shitty.
i dont know :/ i feel like i'm taking care of people who i can't even take care of myself
i dont know :/ i feel like i'm taking care of people who i can't even take care of myself
where's fara?
Oct. 8th, 2016 02:34 amtrigger warning: depressing
Just in case some people care enough to want to know, but mainly for me because I'm really sad and I dont feel okay with posting this on tumblr because so and so might see it and be too concerned, but here goes what I've been feeling, doing, or lack-thereof doing.
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Just in case some people care enough to want to know, but mainly for me because I'm really sad and I dont feel okay with posting this on tumblr because so and so might see it and be too concerned, but here goes what I've been feeling, doing, or lack-thereof doing.
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YOUTUBE UPDATE: Why I Hated High School
Jun. 25th, 2016 01:30 pmDo you like my duck lips? Anyways, in this video, I'm basically shading every hoe I ever went to high school with :) I love America haha
So I'm writing LNAD right? And then I realize something ( I posted this on twitter ) but this is actually my FIRST BREAK UP SCENE???? Correct me if I'm wrong, but I think in all of my stories, Baekhyun just runs away lol. AM I WRONG? I feel like it haha. ANywAAys, gotta keep writing lol
Often, I get asked if I have any advice for people who want to start writing or already ARE writers. I think this is more geared towards those who are thinking about writing because I FEEL YOU, BOOB. I have walked through that ugly ass forest of Should-I-Should-I-Not? Let me tell you guys--It's basically just fear that's stopping you! If you don't want to watch the video (Awww) then that's all you should know.
Be confident in what you post, and even if you are not, be aware that for every rude person / rude commentor there are about 10 and many more people who will always be nice to you and encourage you.
I feel like encouraging you guys to start writing too because you have so many ideas, you should at least try ^^. Plus, I'm not publishing as much as I used to or want to so as more "1st generation" exo writers slowly retire and fade, y'all need to step up :'o!!! You can do it!!!!! You might write the next "Exo classic" hahah. As I said years and years ago, "What do I have to do to be famous? Kill somebody????"---->4 months later, 10080 came about.
Sincerely, Fara.
PS: LNAD 47 fluff is coming. 8-)
Happy New Year!
Jan. 1st, 2016 03:28 amHappy New Year! May 2016 be a bomb ass year for you & may you reach whatever goal you have set for yourself !
My goals:
1. Be more confident
2. Stay cute
3. Continue to manipulate the opposite sex
4. Charm others!
5. Be a good person (even if it hurts)
6. Maintain clapback skills despite being nice
7. Do well in school
8. Continue to be open and confront problems head on
9. Continue making new friends
10. Remind myself that things will eventually get better. Life works out so go with the flow
Bye! Love you, hoes o♥o//
( Click for a cute picture of me ;D... )1. Be more confident
2. Stay cute
3. Continue to manipulate the opposite sex
4. Charm others!
5. Be a good person (even if it hurts)
6. Maintain clapback skills despite being nice
7. Do well in school
8. Continue to be open and confront problems head on
9. Continue making new friends
10. Remind myself that things will eventually get better. Life works out so go with the flow
Bye! Love you, hoes o♥o//
Hamlet: Forbidden Love in the Modern Era
Nov. 3rd, 2014 07:02 pmHamlet: Forbidden Love in the Modern Era
Pairing: Hamlet / Horatio
Words: 247
Rating: G, but R for heartbreak
Sypnosis:Horatio hides behind a pillar and speaks to himself when he's alone.
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Pairing: Hamlet / Horatio
Words: 247
Rating: G, but R for heartbreak
Sypnosis:Horatio hides behind a pillar and speaks to himself when he's alone.
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