i've always read so much about this story and because i don't deal well with sad endings i've never had the courage to read it, and i've been so warny about it, till today and i don't know why... i'm kinda sad that i didn't read it before because it's actually beautiful, but i'm also so heartbroken, i've been crying since i hit the second part, just the thought of Baek going through all of that pain and the love of his life also slipping through his fingers and that him couldn't do anything about it. i'm so sad, and this is why i don't read stories with character's death. i'm really weakhearted.